Craziness

As much as I love the idea of blogging, I cant manage to keep up with it. Its been a while, not for lack of something to write about that is for sure. There is quite a storm brewing in my head. I have so much going on in there of things I want to get out on paper or some sort of formal documentation so that I have it, but dont have to constantly have it whirling around my head. Phew.. I have spent the last 4 months dealing with carpal tunnel in my R hand. This has not been fun to say the least. I am now nearing the end of what I consider to be my treatment, although Im sure the doctor will have their own opinions, and I cant be more happy to have this behind me. I spent the first month feeling sorry for myself, I couldnt do anything, and I basically just shut down and had a pity party for myself. I gained weight, lost sight of the important things, and just felt crappy overall-not to mention I wasnt working because of the pain and limitations in my hand. I was able to get back to semi-normal once I convinced the doctor to let me work a little. I have been working part time for the past 3 months. This has helped me tremendously from a mental standpoint. I was able to focus on something positive and get back to a little bit of normalcy. Part time work though, is not fun. I am about to start back full time on Monday and I honestly feel like I need a vacation. Soon enough..