Whirlwind

Do you ever have those moments where you feel like life is just flying past you and as much as you try to slow down and savor every moment, there is just no enough time in the day, days in the week, or time on the weekends??

I feel like my mind is reeling with all of these things I want to accomplish in the next few weeks as well as things I NEED to accomplish or take care of in the next few weeks. Ive tried to mentally create some sort of order for this, timeline so to speak to help organize my thoughts and get priorities straight, but its not going well right now.

I used to rely on lists a lot, and then became overwhelmed with these lists and where to store them and how to group them.

My ranting, AKA blogging has also slowed due to my inability to focus my thoughts on one specific topic, or goal or idea.. or task at hand.

I have given up, my only priority is my kids and everything else should fall into place somewhere around it. It may not be the place I want it to be, or the ideal place for it to land at this specific time.. but I need to let go.

As I type this, I am saying (typing) one thing and trying SO HARD to allow myself to just do what I know is best.. and RELAX and let things be the way they will be, in time, everything will pass and I will be moving on to my next well planned task.. sooner or later.. right?

How does one successfully transition from being completely OCD and planning EVERYTHING to LAX and less stressed!?!?!?!??!