9/11

September 11 is one of those days stuck in my mind that I can remember like it was yesterday, I can recall where I was, what the weather was like, who I was with and how I felt. Honestly, there are probably less than a handful of days like this for me. On this day, I experienced a different kind of stress, and worry. I experienced a different kind of pain and grief. And unfortunatly the feeling just kept happening for days afterwards. I was lucky, I didnt lose anyone, anything, just my personal feeling of comfort and safety. So many people lost so much on that day and I know I have a lot to be thankful for. I know for me, I have a difficult time each year on this day because there is so much coverage providing reminders of just how daunting this day was back in 2001. I cant imagine if I were one of those who lost so much on that day, having the constant reminder year after year, as I can imagine each day is difficult; but reliving the horrific event cant be an easy feat. I have been trying to avoid the media coverage for the past week and will continue to do so for today, as I do not care to relive the feelings I had during the attacks on this day 12 years ago. My thoughts are with those who became a part of history on this day.